Today, I awoke holding my body.
Belly,
Face.
A caress in each hand.
I exist.
I am embodied.
I stay here,
In this
Flesh.
Feel this,
Under my flank;
The angle of femur
Resting in hip socket.
And this muscle, this meat and
Skin over it.
We all desire to perpetuate.
We want this body to continue to exist.
We want it to regenerate and heal.
Daily,
We bathe it
Feed it
Sensing how it needs to move,
It moves without us naming.
Before we say in language how
We need it to move, it knows;
It already does;
Activated by instinct;
A voice
From a deeper place
Inside.
The instinct
Moves our vocal chords
It gives birth
It makes war
It gets a divorce –
It remarries.
This body
Loves
Hates
Mourns
Laughs
Does a silly dance
Rescues someone.
To stay. In. The body.
This is the boon we ask of God.
We ask of the All, the Everyone;
The Universe.
We observe something is true
With our own eyes
Before language,
Before language.
My soft
My soft
The curve of my belly
Is good.